Hey fuckers.

It's been a while since I've been on here, but it's good to see that everyone's just as fucked as always.

I felt like coming on here because I've experienced something totally alien to me, and felt the need to express myself.

I've been working like a mother fucker.  I was supposed to vacation on the Adriatic coast with my family this summer, but work had other ideas for me.  My wife is on maternity leave, so I decided to send her, my 4 year old and 10 month old sons to Europe to spend three weeks with my parents on the coast.

I dropped them off at the airport tonight.  As they were leaving, I felt this burning sensation in my eyes, and the forming of excessive liquid in the orbital areas.  WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?

After dropping them off, I went home from the airport and poured myselft a generous Hennesy, popped open a Kronenberg 1664, and sparked a fatty in my family room.  It's been forever since I could have even contemplated doing such a thing.  I thought I would be ecstatic relishing in the freedom....but I'm not.  

I thought I would have fired up my PS3 for some immediate online action....but I didn't.

I thought I would be calling the boys over for a few pints...but I'm not.

Actually...

I'm fucking depressed.  I've never been away from either of my sons for more than 24 hours.  I've never been away from my wife for more than a week.

Seeing them all leave, was actually harder than I would have ever imagined.

I'm sitting here, looking around at their toys, their chairs, their blankets, my wife's books, and I already miss them like crazy.

Bottom line is, I've become a pussy ass bitch...after three hours.  It's good though, because I realize how much I fucking love my family to death.

Even though I doubt that another Hennesy will set me straight, I'm willing to give it a try.  Call me anything you want, but don't call me a quitter.

Fuck your asses.