So you all remember the guy i'm dating right? were basically together and not alowed to date other people, it's just we don't really say were a couple, and if someone were to ask, "hey are you guys together?" we'd say mehh sorta..

so for the past like.. 2 weeks or so, i've been trying to muster up the courage to talk to him about becoming more official. not that i think he'd say he didn't want it, but i was worried he'd think it too soon, or that i could never think of a good way to bring it up.

so i was thinking today about how long we've been dating. i remember the first time we had sex was the friday after his birthday, i don't know why i remembered that but i just did. his birthday is september 21, which makes that friday the 26, and i couldn't beleive that it has only been about a month and a week since we first started hanging out. it seriously feels like its been 2 or 3 months. things that weve done together seem so long ago, when really it was only a matter of weeks. for example. one weekend my parents went out of town and i suprised him by having him come over and find a buble bath with candles and me in it waiting for him (pretty good huh? and im not really normally that romantic..) and it feels like soo long ago but it was only a week after we first started hanging out.

i don't know if the fact that we seriously spend almost everyday together, or, not to sound mushy, that we are very good together and really click, but time went by so fast and i'm glad i never brought it up to him because i'd rather take things slow.

don't know just something that was on my mind..